When Faith Becomes Personal
My name is Guo Scovia Samuel, a Senior Five (first year) at the Leadership Academy of South Sudan. I also serve as a care group leader—a role that’s completely transformed my life and faith.
I grew up in a Christian home where Sunday school wasn’t optional. My uncles made sure my cousins and I were there every week. But honestly? I was just going through the motions. Church was routine—something I did to make my family proud, not because I wanted to grow closer to God.
Looking back, I realize how narrow-minded I’d become. I held beliefs that made me feel superior to people from different religious backgrounds. I thought being right was enough.
Everything changed during our discipleship orientation at the academy. I’ll never forget when John 13:34–35 was read. “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”
That verse hit me hard. I thought, Have I actually been loving others? Or have I just been hiding behind religion? For the first time, I understood that being a disciple of Christ isn’t about proving a point or defending tradition—it’s about love. Real, unconditional love.
Since then, my faith has come alive. I now treasure my quiet time with God. I talk to Him daily and listen for His voice. Fasting has become meaningful space to hear from Him. Bible study and Morning Glory at LASS are my anchors, and Sunday services are no longer just events, but moments of real connection and growth.
My leadership has changed too. As a care group leader, I don’t just guide—I journey with the members of my group. I check in with my fellow students, pray with them, and create space where they feel seen and valued. I want them to know they’re not alone.
This experience has reshaped how I see God, myself, and others. I no longer lead out of duty. I lead from love and purpose. I’m still learning and growing, but I’m certain of one thing: God is using every part of my story to prepare me for something greater. And I’m ready.
